you better go + get your armour..

title: battlefield - jordin sparks.

evenin' readers.
it's only six o'clock! wowies, i'm blogging early this evening.
okay so today consisted of getting my haircut, which, for convienience was moved until 11.30 so i was able to arrive at izzy's at around 1.15. my hair looks nice, well i think so anyways. i got my fringe back, i think it will look even nicer when it's grown out a bit though, it always looks a tiny bit wierd the first time it's cut in a while.
izzy's was quite a good day actually! i enjoyed seeing everyone, especially mads + sadie etc, as i hadn't seen them at all this holiday. :) thanks iz, for such a cool house to host in, i know i wouldn't be able to stick that many people in mine! i'm a rubbish host. haha!

tomorrow holds no big events for kat, only sitting at home + having a lie in, i might actually start on my book too, considering i'm on like, well, i've only just finished the prologue, not even started chapter one. mind you, if you know me, you'll know i take around a year to finish a book unless i REALLY love it. which is suprising, because i love reading, i just never find the time to commit to it. which is suprising considering i do nothing with my time.

so i was laughing at something earlier. i was on the bus, and i noticed that although we live in like amazing countryside, no one even cares. i was sitting at the back of the bus and realised that everyone on the bus was doing something and not one person was looking out the window? wierd eh?.. talking of outside, the weather isn't even funny at the moment, i may eat someone.. like.. a weather reporter. bitches. :) (yeah, i do blame the reporters..)

woah, i'm bored. there's nothing really to talk/blog about today, i usually come up with something, but considering these are the 'summer' holidays, there isn't really ANYTHING to do around here. which is pretty gay as it's started on a downer. but oh well, france soon. i'm so excited to get away from here for a while, + i've heard the weather in Nice is a bit lush at the mo. ;)

going to go check out when my tea is, hope everyone is sufficiently squishy today. :D

lots of loooove.

kat.

no matter where you go, i won't be very far, 'cause in the end i'll be right there where you are..

title: she was mine - Aj Rafael + Jesse Barrera.

the title song i am currently learning on piano, it's amazing, yet extremely hard to learn. :)

okay, so my below blog is a slight moan, it appears i've been moaning about shit loads lately, but i've now decided i'm a lucky bunny to be living in such a lovely environment, so i'ma just need to roll with it and get over myself :)

aaaanyways. how is everyone? well my squishies? :) COOL. me too. :) I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow, which means kat's fringe is back, which TBH i've missed, and I think it makes me more chinese, so THERE. :D
so tomorrow it's izzy's party. my head's all mixed up with plans of haircuts etc all to fit in before going there, so it's real hectic. :)

i'm tired, sweetdreams bloggers. :)
i love you like.. chicken loves.. eggs? :)

kat.

you know that feeling?

you know that feeling you get, when you just, you want to be somebody, you know?
you wanna be somebody so bad that you start something, more than one thing, that you think will make you totally unique or special. but then, you realise that another million people all over the world are doing the same damn thing. and then you realise, you're never going to be just somebody. because somebody is just a little part of everybody. and then you remember that you gotta stop fighting. and you look, at what you have got, rather than what you haven't, and you finally understand that what you were fighting for was right infront of you the whole damn time. and then you feel like you've wasted all the time fighting, when you could have been enjoying all of this. then before you know it, everything's shown in proportion.
yeah, that feeling? well, i've been having that a lot lately..

i've been thinking. as usual. over thinking, you may say.. and i'm fed up. i'm fed up of sitting here and having nothing to do but go out to the same places, or sit at home and spend all day on the internet because i have nothing else to do. i want to go and explore. i'm done here, i'm done with the 'country' life and the false expectations everyone leads. i want to go someplace else. i wanna go explore. why's that so much to ask?

meh, whatever, i'll get over it eh?

lots of hugs.

kat.

you are free, you are free, it's a long way home..

title: coldplay - long way home.

yay. blogging, the relax of my day.

so lets talk about my today. i've just been looking at today's postsecret's. they're absolutely awesome today! made it better that i was able to discuss them with kimmy. :) love you cuz!

i love them so much so that i felt the need to post my favourite one up here.

truths much? i love it. i'm going to make sure that i have some more 'me' time from now onwards. thankyou postsecret. huge smiles.

in other news, the title can be today taken either literally or theoretically. because my house is a long way away from barnstaple. haha. which btw, i actually LOVE now. i've decided. i thought it was going to be annoying but it's actually amazing, i get to be away from everything whilst i still get to share it with my family. yay. oh and the other way you could interperate it is just CONFUSING. :)

so i was talking to my mum earlier, and we were talking about life.(don't worry, it wasn't as deep as it sounds). so we were basically talking about how quick everything can switch from fine one day and then everything can just change, in the space of days, minutes even. me and mum were both discussing how we've both noticed this in the past week. so i thought i'd just give it a mention. it's certainly made me appreciate everything i have at it's best, i'm going to live for today from now on, not for tomorrow. :)

other than that, i have a few plans for the following week; camping with my huuuge group of favourite friends. :) camping again at another place with the same group of friends (HA), and a sleepy over with maddy, who i miss like a poo right now. I LOVE YOU. :)

i feel as though it's going to be a lovely restful week. PFFT! yeah, course Acott, dream on. :P i might watch a movie later and paint my nails though. maybe a facemask. okay, that 'me' time? it's kicking in ALREADY. :)

okay, that is all for now. hope everyone has a nice and restful sunday. I had roast lamb, so i already have. :)

lots of hugsies.

kat.

i think i left a piece of my heart, in your dresser..

title: dorm room - gabe bondoc (youtube)

new picture. i'm not sure what inspired me to take a photo of a candle and a mini radio necklace. but i like it. so just roll with it yeeah?

i've spent my day watching movies and pondering about the world around me. my conclusion? it's a big ass world that i don't see enough of living out here. so i'ma make a big effort one day to go see it all. atleast, i hope i will. :)

other than that, my holidays are buzzing right now. i love it. i love just being able to chill for once . it's nice, taking time out from everythin'. i guess it still hasn't hit me that in what? a couple weeks? we're gonna be year eleven. but then on the other hand, i feel like i'm in college already. so it's either WOAH or 'hey, hello world, you ready? coz i'm coming' :)

not much else really. i've been listening to gabe's songs on youtube, and a few other people's originals. they're not too baad. you guys should go check them out. :)

any more news, check my twitter. :)

gonna go up heids' for a camp out tomorrow night. picture's will hopefully follow.

that's all for the blog side of things. but my mind isn't done with it's spillin yet. :)
i've been thinking loads lately about what i wanna do when i leave school. and even with all this thinking? i still haven't got a clue what i want to do. which, tbh, sucks. but i decided on the conclusion that whatever happens my job/career/path is going to find me, and when it does, i'ma fight like a bitch to get what i want. so yeah, bring it on lil blue planet, i got all the loving from the big guy upstairs anywhos. :)

lots of hugs.

kat.

when I need a hand, you give me something to believe in..

title: tamar - purify (youtube)

heeeeey.
i'm bored, tired and chatty this evening. right, i need to tell you about the last.. two days?
right, so last night i stayed at hly's house. not much happened apart from our usual buy loads of chicken + watch friends session. although, okay, don't judge me for this.. haha!
right, so hly drinks 1.5litres of water per day (so she claims). so i told her that i bet i could drink the same amount downing it in one. i only got like half way through on one downing, but after like ten minutes i'd nearly finished it all, then i felt EXTREMELY sick.. so um, I ran to the window (because that's OBVIOUSLY where people puke from? hahaha.) and I puked. : but like half of it stayed in hly's room. it was SO gross. : I'M SORRY!

anyways, on a lighter note. today has consisted of films and sleeping. boy, do i love the holidays?!
oh, and watching smiley on webcam being a cool kid, while i talk to his fish. :D
not much else has dominated my day. i only got home from hly's at like.. 4 you see.
oh well.

NOTHING HAPPENS in Devon anyways. we all know that. ;P
so i was wondering, is it strange that I wrote 'hug me' on a tree?
love and hugs.

kat.

point blank.

Title: for once, not any song lyrics. just simple, point, blank.

so i was listening to 'hey there delilah' earlier + i was wondering.. who's delilah? i wonder what she thought of that song. coz i love it + i would love to have a song written to me. i hope she liked it. although i heard a rumour that delilah never dated the guy after the song. shame on her, he deserves better i think. :) sorry, just thought i'd share that with you.

so my evening consists of more mugs of pg tips, lots of lovely msn conversations + i may go outside and write on some more leaves soon. i feel like a need to spread some happiness today. i've got way too much of it.
tomorrow everyone's going to the park/town. yay, i'm really excited, then i get to go around hly's for a friends sesh with chicken and all the rest of it. yay! i love our evening's like that.
i haven't spent today doing much, only listening to music, more music and talking to people. woah, what an uninteresting life i lead. haha. oh well, whatever :)

so i hope you guys like my new picture with the mug and my piano. it's basically just my tuesday. although, while taking the picture i was praying the lappytop wouldn't fall on my head. haha. i've nearly learnt the whole of 'mad world' on the piano now. i'm excited, it's nice to express stress haha. plus c'mon, it is a bit of a mad world isn't it?
wow, i haven't written this much for a blog in a long time! i've not really got many bloggy thingies to say. only that i love each and every one of you for reading.
i also downloaded tweetdeck today! yay, it's so much better than just going on facebook + twitter, as it's all on one screen.
apart from all of that junk, i haven't done anything productive, but it's okay, because everyone needs a lazy hoody day once in a while.

g'night dear friends, until tomorrow. :)

kat.