a thousand miles seems pretty far but they've got trains and planes and cars.

hello.

it's been ages again because i'm crappy at blogging and i only have 17 followers here ehehe.

i've not been up to very much. i'm shitting a house about my driving test and exam results. but more importantly i've been thinking and over thinking a million situations in my life- usually trivial things, until my brain hurts and my dreams have to take over. :|

i don't like life at the moment. not because i'm sad or because things aren't good. but because i don't feel comfortable. i'm not very comfortable with any aspect of my life completely. there's always some kind of hindrance, or just a general problem which prevents life running smoothly. okay okay, i know it's just 'life' and it's got it's ups and downs right? but i mean, it's not like that. i don't feel like i'm going anywhere. the paths i lay out for myself i'm just too pussy to go down, or i'll make excuses so that i don't have to take the first step. this usually results in my mundane life, in which i repeat the same routine of denial, regret and procrastination day in, day out.

fed uppppp bro.

i'd walk to you if i had no other way.