you better go + get your armour..

title: battlefield - jordin sparks.

evenin' readers.
it's only six o'clock! wowies, i'm blogging early this evening.
okay so today consisted of getting my haircut, which, for convienience was moved until 11.30 so i was able to arrive at izzy's at around 1.15. my hair looks nice, well i think so anyways. i got my fringe back, i think it will look even nicer when it's grown out a bit though, it always looks a tiny bit wierd the first time it's cut in a while.
izzy's was quite a good day actually! i enjoyed seeing everyone, especially mads + sadie etc, as i hadn't seen them at all this holiday. :) thanks iz, for such a cool house to host in, i know i wouldn't be able to stick that many people in mine! i'm a rubbish host. haha!

tomorrow holds no big events for kat, only sitting at home + having a lie in, i might actually start on my book too, considering i'm on like, well, i've only just finished the prologue, not even started chapter one. mind you, if you know me, you'll know i take around a year to finish a book unless i REALLY love it. which is suprising, because i love reading, i just never find the time to commit to it. which is suprising considering i do nothing with my time.

so i was laughing at something earlier. i was on the bus, and i noticed that although we live in like amazing countryside, no one even cares. i was sitting at the back of the bus and realised that everyone on the bus was doing something and not one person was looking out the window? wierd eh?.. talking of outside, the weather isn't even funny at the moment, i may eat someone.. like.. a weather reporter. bitches. :) (yeah, i do blame the reporters..)

woah, i'm bored. there's nothing really to talk/blog about today, i usually come up with something, but considering these are the 'summer' holidays, there isn't really ANYTHING to do around here. which is pretty gay as it's started on a downer. but oh well, france soon. i'm so excited to get away from here for a while, + i've heard the weather in Nice is a bit lush at the mo. ;)

going to go check out when my tea is, hope everyone is sufficiently squishy today. :D

lots of loooove.

kat.

no matter where you go, i won't be very far, 'cause in the end i'll be right there where you are..

title: she was mine - Aj Rafael + Jesse Barrera.

the title song i am currently learning on piano, it's amazing, yet extremely hard to learn. :)

okay, so my below blog is a slight moan, it appears i've been moaning about shit loads lately, but i've now decided i'm a lucky bunny to be living in such a lovely environment, so i'ma just need to roll with it and get over myself :)

aaaanyways. how is everyone? well my squishies? :) COOL. me too. :) I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow, which means kat's fringe is back, which TBH i've missed, and I think it makes me more chinese, so THERE. :D
so tomorrow it's izzy's party. my head's all mixed up with plans of haircuts etc all to fit in before going there, so it's real hectic. :)

i'm tired, sweetdreams bloggers. :)
i love you like.. chicken loves.. eggs? :)

kat.

you know that feeling?

you know that feeling you get, when you just, you want to be somebody, you know?
you wanna be somebody so bad that you start something, more than one thing, that you think will make you totally unique or special. but then, you realise that another million people all over the world are doing the same damn thing. and then you realise, you're never going to be just somebody. because somebody is just a little part of everybody. and then you remember that you gotta stop fighting. and you look, at what you have got, rather than what you haven't, and you finally understand that what you were fighting for was right infront of you the whole damn time. and then you feel like you've wasted all the time fighting, when you could have been enjoying all of this. then before you know it, everything's shown in proportion.
yeah, that feeling? well, i've been having that a lot lately..

i've been thinking. as usual. over thinking, you may say.. and i'm fed up. i'm fed up of sitting here and having nothing to do but go out to the same places, or sit at home and spend all day on the internet because i have nothing else to do. i want to go and explore. i'm done here, i'm done with the 'country' life and the false expectations everyone leads. i want to go someplace else. i wanna go explore. why's that so much to ask?

meh, whatever, i'll get over it eh?

lots of hugs.

kat.

you are free, you are free, it's a long way home..

title: coldplay - long way home.

yay. blogging, the relax of my day.

so lets talk about my today. i've just been looking at today's postsecret's. they're absolutely awesome today! made it better that i was able to discuss them with kimmy. :) love you cuz!

i love them so much so that i felt the need to post my favourite one up here.

truths much? i love it. i'm going to make sure that i have some more 'me' time from now onwards. thankyou postsecret. huge smiles.

in other news, the title can be today taken either literally or theoretically. because my house is a long way away from barnstaple. haha. which btw, i actually LOVE now. i've decided. i thought it was going to be annoying but it's actually amazing, i get to be away from everything whilst i still get to share it with my family. yay. oh and the other way you could interperate it is just CONFUSING. :)

so i was talking to my mum earlier, and we were talking about life.(don't worry, it wasn't as deep as it sounds). so we were basically talking about how quick everything can switch from fine one day and then everything can just change, in the space of days, minutes even. me and mum were both discussing how we've both noticed this in the past week. so i thought i'd just give it a mention. it's certainly made me appreciate everything i have at it's best, i'm going to live for today from now on, not for tomorrow. :)

other than that, i have a few plans for the following week; camping with my huuuge group of favourite friends. :) camping again at another place with the same group of friends (HA), and a sleepy over with maddy, who i miss like a poo right now. I LOVE YOU. :)

i feel as though it's going to be a lovely restful week. PFFT! yeah, course Acott, dream on. :P i might watch a movie later and paint my nails though. maybe a facemask. okay, that 'me' time? it's kicking in ALREADY. :)

okay, that is all for now. hope everyone has a nice and restful sunday. I had roast lamb, so i already have. :)

lots of hugsies.

kat.

i think i left a piece of my heart, in your dresser..

title: dorm room - gabe bondoc (youtube)

new picture. i'm not sure what inspired me to take a photo of a candle and a mini radio necklace. but i like it. so just roll with it yeeah?

i've spent my day watching movies and pondering about the world around me. my conclusion? it's a big ass world that i don't see enough of living out here. so i'ma make a big effort one day to go see it all. atleast, i hope i will. :)

other than that, my holidays are buzzing right now. i love it. i love just being able to chill for once . it's nice, taking time out from everythin'. i guess it still hasn't hit me that in what? a couple weeks? we're gonna be year eleven. but then on the other hand, i feel like i'm in college already. so it's either WOAH or 'hey, hello world, you ready? coz i'm coming' :)

not much else really. i've been listening to gabe's songs on youtube, and a few other people's originals. they're not too baad. you guys should go check them out. :)

any more news, check my twitter. :)

gonna go up heids' for a camp out tomorrow night. picture's will hopefully follow.

that's all for the blog side of things. but my mind isn't done with it's spillin yet. :)
i've been thinking loads lately about what i wanna do when i leave school. and even with all this thinking? i still haven't got a clue what i want to do. which, tbh, sucks. but i decided on the conclusion that whatever happens my job/career/path is going to find me, and when it does, i'ma fight like a bitch to get what i want. so yeah, bring it on lil blue planet, i got all the loving from the big guy upstairs anywhos. :)

lots of hugs.

kat.

when I need a hand, you give me something to believe in..

title: tamar - purify (youtube)

heeeeey.
i'm bored, tired and chatty this evening. right, i need to tell you about the last.. two days?
right, so last night i stayed at hly's house. not much happened apart from our usual buy loads of chicken + watch friends session. although, okay, don't judge me for this.. haha!
right, so hly drinks 1.5litres of water per day (so she claims). so i told her that i bet i could drink the same amount downing it in one. i only got like half way through on one downing, but after like ten minutes i'd nearly finished it all, then i felt EXTREMELY sick.. so um, I ran to the window (because that's OBVIOUSLY where people puke from? hahaha.) and I puked. : but like half of it stayed in hly's room. it was SO gross. : I'M SORRY!

anyways, on a lighter note. today has consisted of films and sleeping. boy, do i love the holidays?!
oh, and watching smiley on webcam being a cool kid, while i talk to his fish. :D
not much else has dominated my day. i only got home from hly's at like.. 4 you see.
oh well.

NOTHING HAPPENS in Devon anyways. we all know that. ;P
so i was wondering, is it strange that I wrote 'hug me' on a tree?
love and hugs.

kat.

point blank.

Title: for once, not any song lyrics. just simple, point, blank.

so i was listening to 'hey there delilah' earlier + i was wondering.. who's delilah? i wonder what she thought of that song. coz i love it + i would love to have a song written to me. i hope she liked it. although i heard a rumour that delilah never dated the guy after the song. shame on her, he deserves better i think. :) sorry, just thought i'd share that with you.

so my evening consists of more mugs of pg tips, lots of lovely msn conversations + i may go outside and write on some more leaves soon. i feel like a need to spread some happiness today. i've got way too much of it.
tomorrow everyone's going to the park/town. yay, i'm really excited, then i get to go around hly's for a friends sesh with chicken and all the rest of it. yay! i love our evening's like that.
i haven't spent today doing much, only listening to music, more music and talking to people. woah, what an uninteresting life i lead. haha. oh well, whatever :)

so i hope you guys like my new picture with the mug and my piano. it's basically just my tuesday. although, while taking the picture i was praying the lappytop wouldn't fall on my head. haha. i've nearly learnt the whole of 'mad world' on the piano now. i'm excited, it's nice to express stress haha. plus c'mon, it is a bit of a mad world isn't it?
wow, i haven't written this much for a blog in a long time! i've not really got many bloggy thingies to say. only that i love each and every one of you for reading.
i also downloaded tweetdeck today! yay, it's so much better than just going on facebook + twitter, as it's all on one screen.
apart from all of that junk, i haven't done anything productive, but it's okay, because everyone needs a lazy hoody day once in a while.

g'night dear friends, until tomorrow. :)

kat.

designer skyline in my head, abstract and still well read..

Title: Designer Skyline - Owl City.

I believe I promised people a picture of my room. :) Okay, so this isn't the best picture of it EVER, but you get the idea. I love it, it's my boudiour. ;P haha! :) Woah, I've blogged way too many times today. I'm getting a bit too overexcited again, which is funny, because I blog more when nothing's happening in my life than when things actually ARE happening. :)

HAHA. Happy Tuesday world. :)

kat.

the dog days are overrr..

Title: Florence and The Machine - Dog Days Are Over.

mornin' gays. :D

it's tuesssdaaay! okay, so i'm not sure why that's an exciting prospect, but, it just is okay?!
ahahaaha. so um, it's raining again. cuh! what's new? :(
me + loz want the sun back! and we're upset that we haven't got it. but it's fine coz it's france sooon! mahaha! Nice here we come baby! :)

so how is everyone? jollydiddlylolly?! :D I thought so.
so today consists of lots of cups of tea, best friends chats, smiles + summer holiday vibes. baha!
i love the holidays! OFFICIALLY. :D
i'm currently drumming on my keyboard + it's taken me like half an hour just to write this blog up to here. bahaha. lucky it's the morning, we could be here ALL daaay.
right, off to dance + think happy thoughts, mahahaa.
looove life and all that jazzie.
BAMKATblog. DONE.

kat.

doop doobadoop doop doobadoop doop doop woah oh oh oohh..

yes, yes my title IS high school musical. but it's fine. coz we love it. :)

hallo readers. :)

i'm over my huff, and i'm back and bad man. :)

umm. so I found this postsecret on postsecret and I loved it. plus, it's got a really strong message behind it. & I can just imagine that it took the person hella guts to write.

enjoy.

So yesh. that's the postsecret. :) I know it's a bit.. well.. harsh. but I like it. :D it's nice. oh & i like the picture. :)

so not much has been happening this evenin'. loz is here and says hi. :) apart from that, one tree hill dominates our evening. tears and all eh loz? ;)

we also failed a bannoffee pie.. as we made the toffee too chewy. :( oopsies, sorry mammy.

atleast we made a decent dinner. lasagne, yum! :D

mahaha. anyways. :) I'm done for tonight. havaa chat with mammy (nickie) then go to bed me thinkies.

have a good monday poofaces. (:

kat.

mmeh.

everyone's got blogs. :( ahh well. I still like mine. ;)
HI EVERYONE.
guten abend. :)
ONE TREE HILL WAS AMAZING. & loz cried. Epic fail. :D
kat.
:D

looking for something i've never seen, alone & i'm in between..

..we're only taking turns.. holding this world..

title: trust me - the fray.

hello guys. :)
i'm not sure why I haven't blogged earlier today. i've been dying to, but i'm sucha lazy bum lets be honest. but it's fine coz everybody appears to have blogs now :O, so they can all entertain you. :)

Hahaha. Um everybody check my homies blogs yo. (baha, i'm so hardcore it's unreal man).

www.thoughts-and-thinkables.blogspot.com - Smiley. (love you uncle smiles). :D
www.bry-kingdom.blogspot.com -Bry! :) I love Bryy! (Great Torrington School) :)
www.buffmanshan.blogspot.com - Shan! :) I loveee you AKERS! :D
www.fadeawayfootprints.blogspot.com - My best friend. I love you Mads. :)
www.nerd-delve.blogspot.com - Heidi face, my lovely sister. :D
www.partyonthedancefloor.blogspot.com - kimmy! :) Love you cuz.
I think that's it. well, braidwood has it too but I forgot her link. :( Sorry babes!

ANYWAYS. check them out big time. they rock my world. & of course they'll rock yours too. :)

So yesh, that's the linking done. you guys owe me. CUH! It's like an advertising place ey'r! :)

HAHAA. right, who wants some acott blogging? ME ME! :D

today, as you can tell, i'm slightly OVER hyper & happy. but I blame my many friends and family for creating too much happiness in me yooo. :)
so um, HI EVERYONE!
omg, i'm not sane enough to do this right now..
bahaha.
okay, right, reality, my day. jeez kat, get in the zone girl! :)
btw, no one ask me what the hardcore gangster thing is happening for? I'm not sure either.
oh & the fact I'm sticking random capitals in here & not in other places. it's fine. I'm a randomer. :)

so my day has been 'MAZIN. WHY? because I did my WHOLE room, which btw. is beautiful & I will take a picture soonish! :D AND because I've had a lovely convo on msn with all my best friends & my cousin & my mum has been extra nice and made me a chinese curry. so YAY. I love life..
& loz is coming tomorrow. and just general RAWR.
happy happy happy.
okay I'm done, I think i'm losing it.
I love you all, more than..
I need a cup of tea..
I mean.. more than.. TEA. :D

kat.

A triangle trying to fit through a circle..

Title: Scar - Missy Higgins (again).

OKAY. I'm sorry.. the blog was BLATES not long enough a minute ago. I have now composed myself enough to do a full length one OKAY?! HAHA. :)

Basically Harry Potter is tonight, unless I haven't told you enough times. ;) Haha.
I have a CHALLENGE for you guys.. I should make these regular..
um, so this one's from Hly. Who bets you AREN'T as cool as her.. She had a ten minute conversation with an Indian Telemarketing guy & now thinks she's the bomb. So yeah, you guys have to do it too to prove that she isn't. ;) If you can't, then you're just not cool. :)

ANYWAYS. Back to the blog..
I've just been out to see my Step-Nephew. :)
I realised he is EXTREMELY cute. :) I guess babies really aren't that bad eh?
Thing is.. I guess a step nephew is a big step from a half brother/sister. & if I'm honest i'm REALLY scared. Lol. You know, for personal reasons that I shouldn't have to explain coz if we're close you'll know. :D
But yeah, I find out if Dad's is a boy or a girl on 25th August. I'm hoping for either tbh. I think I'd love to have a little sis, but I already have.. a lot of those now. Omg I actually can't keep up. : I have a 20 something year old step sis, a nine year old step sis & a soon to be step sis that's like 5? Then this one I kinda hope is a girl coz um, it's blood? I dunno. :(
Then if it's a guy, I have a blood brother so yeah. Ha. But then I guess I wouldn't mind that either. I dunno if I'm even thinking about it being family yet. It's wierd. BAHA. Oh well. not sure why I just wrote all that. But that's just there FYI. :D

So back to today. :) Everything appears to be making me happy. :)
& tbh, tonight's going to be amazing. & I've recieved a ton of good news, and when people are happy? I'm happy!

lots of love, hope that was a bit of a longer one for you guys. :)

Kat.

I wanna go out with you tonight, a picnic with candlelight I might, just hold you tight..

YAY. POTTER DAY.
Okay, that's all I can bring myself to say amongst all my excitement. Ha!

So yeah, I'll probably blog tomorrow. I'm too lazy & I have to go get ready even if the film isn't for 7 hours and 15 minutes..

:D
kat.

crack the shutters open wide I want to bathe you in the light of day.

Title: Crack The Shutters - Snow Patrol.

a wimoweh a wimoweh a wimoweh a wimoweh..

IT'S SUMMER HOLIDAYS.
YAAAAY.
I'm so excited it's no longer even funny!

Okay so to kick off the six weeks of happy, it's HARRY POTTER tomorrow! I've been waiting for like EVER to see this film, and I'm SO freakin' excited! :D
Other than that, my day has been a big fat pile of happy. Why? Well because I didn't clamber out of bed 'till roughly 3pm and that was to shower before clambering back in to my humble abode. :D
Then an evening of beautiful MSN conversations, talking to my mummy about wedding photos (which by the way, the ones I hadn't seen are BEAUTIFUL), and just basically screaming in people virtual faces 'AHHHH HOLIDAYS'. Oh! & a big fat kat cuppa of PG tips. Content much? So yeah, an amazing day, night and all round start to the weekend.
ALSO, downloaded some dope tunes & got some ace movies on my ipod. Okay so one, but it's my favourite. Pursuit of Happyness much? :D
love you all. more than chicken. which btw, is HELLA LOT.
a very happy,
kat.

doesn't that sound familiar? doesn't that hit so close to home?

Title: Scar - Missy Higgins.

okay so I've just spent that last hour revamping my blog & I think I'm happy with the result. Although it was yellow & summery, I like the sleekness of the grey so there. :)

Haha, tell me what you think?

Anyways, I know it's only an hour since my last blog but I was eager to blog again just to tell you guys that and because I've suddenly reached a very happy mood out of the blue. Ha.

I'm on my fourth cup of tea today I think.. oops..
But it's okay because I love tea.

So I was just thinking to myself that it's been rainy all day? What happened to summer? Ah dang. That's sucky. Oh well, I still believe rain is as beautiful.
This is my second blog of today and I'm still discussing irrelevant things with myself. If you don't want to waste half of your life reading this then leave now because nothing of interest will follow haha.

So my new picture on the left of my blog is of my daily evening. Haha. Minus the laptop which I couldn't get into the picture because I used it to TAKE the picture. Haaaha.
I just wanted to ask by the way..do you think I should get my fringe back in? I was thinking of going off to get my haircut again. I think I'll get it back. I love my fringe.

So it's like 5pm and I'm not on Msn. Woah, I'm proud of myself.

I'm so excited about getting my furniture on Sunday. I'm finally going to have my piano back in my room. Although I'm not the best at it, and I don't play it that much, I miss it loads. Haha. I want to learn some new things in the next couple months. I hope to anyway.

For those of you who don't know. My room is going to be.. French Vintage..? I think, I'm still undecided, I've got a buffed gold mirror, some like paisley kind of bed sheets, a cream double bed, my piano and cream dressing table. I'm also planning on framing some wallpaper, painting my pin board white & covering it in my many bus tickets and getting some pegs for pictures of friends etc for my room. Sound cool?

If you have any extra ideas tell me. I need some. Haha.

Hope you like the new layout. Search Missy Higgins music aswell. She's amazing.

Lots of love and PG tips.

Kat.

I don't know who I am, who I am without you. all I know is that I should.

Title: Where I Stood - Missy Higgins.

I actually love the song that's my title. I heard it twice on youtube covered and thought I would search the original. It's amazing. Listen.

I have the afternoon off from work today. I'm really relaxed and content at the moment. It's lovely. I've not been able to rest properly in the last couple of weeks. I'm so glad I can just sit here and BLOG.

Ahh.. it's raining. Haha. I actually love the rain at the moment. This is of course when I am not in it.

I haven't really done much this afternoon. I've mainly just been on youtube and constantly downloaded a ton of new music for the iPod as I feel it's very empty..

Today is an interesting day. I decided I actually couldn't live without music. It's like my life I swear.

Anyways, enough about music. Back to reality.

There's not really anything to report on the blog front. Only that it's two days until the weekend. I can't wait. Harry Potter & Loz's followed by finally getting my furniture. Should be a great weekend. Haha, If you can't tell I'm a bit reluctant to write about things that are so simple today, I'm in an extremely emotional mood for some reason.. PMT coming up.. HAHAHA. :D

I'm currently downloading a couple of movies coz I'ma try to get them onto my iPod, I doubt it'll work; worth a try though right?
As you guys can see my blog layout is now yellow. I thought I'd celebrate summer in true style. :)
I've got a few ideas for the blog and new pictures etc should be up soon. I realise I haven't done a blog with pictures in a while. There's just not been much to picture about that I feel suits my type of blog. :)

I have decided I have a new obsession with PG tips.. I love tea. It's so yummy. I never realised how yummy until recently. I've been having too many cups a day tbh. In this really cool cup that was my step-dad's but he didn't even realise he had it. So I'm claiming it. :D

Hmm. I'll blog again tonight when I decide what I've got to say. :D
Not entirely sure what this blog had been about, but we're all for randomness right?

Kat.

you & I both. love.

so I basically just did a whole blog and it was really really long, and then it failed on upload. which is kind of upsetting. and annoying. but oh well. that's life a guess. i'll have to start again. but this one shall be different because I don't like writing things twice. plus, everything was on impulse, and you can't repeat it.

title: you & I both - mraz.

woah. so the last week has been slightly hectic eh?
I think some may call it a beautiful mess? haha. sorry I have mraz on the mind.
baha..

so as you can see I'm too lazy to even bother with capital letters at the moment. yes, yes it has got to that level of laziness. haha..

so my past week at the journal for work experience has been what I can only describe as amazin', nothing more..
it's strange. I learnt an unbelievable amount. yet with all of these experiences and the buzz of just leaving school and finally entering the big wide world.. it is making me even more confused.
as soon as I think 'yeah, it's probably going to be more likely I'll go into law. yeah, that'll be a good idea' poof, and you have the best journalistic experience of your life. my writer's curiosity yet again takes centre stage and I once again get interested in the journalistic approach.
and being told I have potential?
the best thing that anyone's probably ever said to me. so proud of me. maybe one day I really might get somewhere?..

so um, there's not a particular reason for this blog, I'm just blurting words into my keys. I've missed just spilling my thoughts..

I was in the car on the way home after a very eventful weekend at rosie's house, (if you want pictures, they'll probably be on facebook soon - but you dont, trust me) and I had my head out the window in the breeze. It's the most perfect day today, a very, very lazy one, but perfect non the less. so anyway, I was in the car.. and I realised that I love where I live.
I totally took in the countryside. I can't wait until the bus journey home after school tomorrow. it's going to be brilliant. I miss them. & I finally have my notebook back. all is well my friends..

another thing that struck me today was when I logged on to 'postsecret'.
there was one secret that made me have a 'woah that's heart kicking' feeling.
I think the quote reads; "when I was younger, I didn't kill myself because I needed to see how harry potter ended" jeez. as a huge fan of harry potter I was totally like 'wow'. just shows how writing can touch so many people eh?
i love jk rowling. officially, just for saving that person. <3

so um, that's pretty much it for my blog.
all my love & lots more bloggie. I missed you mr.blogger. thank jeez I can start blogging again, I might even do one later tonight.

g'night readers.

kat.

follow me..

Title: I wrote 'follow me' on a pile of leaves the other day when I was locked out of the house. I thought it would spread a bit of joy because everyone likes to chase leaves. I let them blow away in the wind so that people will one day follow them. :D I also wrote 'hello I'm mr leaf, nice to meet you' on one too. :)

hey guys.
so sorry that I haven't blogged in so long. It wasn't letting me sign in. Then when I found out how to, I was too lazy to. Haha. :)
But that's beside the point. Here is my blog of today. :)

So after waking up at around 8.15, which was late for me as I decided I was tired. Haha. :) Anyways, after waking up then, I strolled down the stairs to find a drunken boy lying next to the fridge. On the floor, in the kitchen. At this point I should probably point out it was my brother's 18th last night, which would explain all of these sleeping bag mummies in different areas in the house. Anyways, it also smelt like bacon due to the egg and bacon muffins being cooked by Chris in the kitchen. I asked if I could have some, and the mummy I made out to be Harry didn't stir as I opened the fridge door to collect my ketchup.
So that was the beginning of my morning..
I arrived at work at roughly 8.58am. Nothing really happened in the morning. The usual. I wrote an article about construction safety for the company 'Morgan Ashurst' and then highlighted points in the Journal for follow up stories. The front cover of the Journal astonished me this morning though. As I was suprised to see my god damn self on it. Okay, so lets be frank, I was NOT anything to do with the article. But i'm there non the less. :)
Oh, and my article is on page 15. :) BTW. This is the Barnstaple Edition. I'm not a dog, old lady, or whatever else may be on the other editions. :)
ANYWAYS. :) That's my claim to North Devon fame.
I've got Jamaican ginger cake to eat. :P
Lots of love. :)
Kat.

let the hour blast past right into ashes.

Title: Kanye, Ne-Yo & Keri Hilson - Knocks You Down.

hello.
I'm kat. Incase you didn't know.
I'm in a blah mood atm. :)
nickie. I blame you for this blog. Stupid Iranian. ;)
Not sure why my title was a random R&B song. But I'm listening to it. & I like it. So :P
Omg. Tomorrow. Work experience. I'm actually shitting myself. haha. :)
Typically.
oh Kim, I know you can't get online, but good luck ;)

And um.. Happy holidays people. :)
I'm tired. I may sleep... 80) < That's a happy chubby face which makes me smile.


Kat.

you don't have to be part of the problem, I just need a second chance..

Title: Stay - Gavin DeGraw.

Woah.
Need I even start on the last 24 hours?
Okay. So like.. SHIT.
Hahaha. Unless you didn't know. (Mum I'm sorry don't murder me okay?!) I got kicked out of the gig. :(
Due to being 'Under the influence'. Which I thought was fair enough tbh. As I wasn't lets say.. completely sane.
I'm not going to go into details. To be honest, they aren't details I'd like to remember. All you need to know Is I was pissed out of my face & I got kicked out of the gig by a bouncer, went home to Loz's and slept. Felt like shit in the morning & decided I don't like drinking anymore. :) ahh, life's lessons. Oh well..
So anyways. Thanks to everyone who looked after me. :) And generally to ALL my friends who I realised are more than VERY important to me last night.
I love you all.
Oh, and.. I bought a new top from topshop. 28 pound. Blue & white striped. Love it.
I'm going to get Hot Chocolate and watch River Cottage online.

Kat.

here comes the sun do do do doooo.

Title: The Beatles - Here comes the Sun.

So school is finally over. Well.. almost. Work experience dominates the next week, then two more days of school followed by three work shadowing days. Then kaboom! It's the summer holidays. Life is pretty damn good. I'm just hoping I don't make an idiot of myself on my first day at NDJ. :O

So on this lovely fine day.. nothing's happened. What's new eh? I fell asleep for part of science. The other part me and Izzy spent insulting each other on paper. It's hilarious! Haha. :)
History coursework was as you know unfinished. I didn't get too done for it though! Only a letter home and a new deadline of 10th July. (Thank God)
Oh and I finished my book 'Marshmallows for Breakfast' and can now start to properly read Twilight, which I still haven't gotten round to doing.
Btw, I was thinking earlier. Is guitar hard to learn? I keep failing. Hahhaa. :) I need a tutor!
Also! I can't wait till next weekend when I'm getting my furniture moved here! :)
It means that I can finally have a decent bed AND I can properly settle in since what's ben almost a year. Haha. :)

This weekend coming it's the gig. Inn On The Square from 8pm onwards. Can't wait. Staying at Loz's toooo. It's 18 and younger. Haha. :) Come along! Can't remember the bands playing, so urm, check facebook for the 4th July Generator Gig.
Also, Diana Vickers & Ruth Lorenzo from this years 'X Factor' are here at the Tarka Tennis center on Sunday. So a double gig weekend. Haha!
Then Monday is work experience. So an interesting weekend. Tbh? I'm just looking forward to a lie in after all the lack of sleep and piles of work this week. (History) hahaha. :)
Haha, I'ma leave you with some shout outs.

To EVERYONE who reads my Blog. I love you! :)
Nickie! Coz I would NOT have gotten through last night's coursework load without you're conversation along the way. Oh & for looking after me CONSTANTLY. Baha.
Loz! Coz you are the reason I can go gig, and are practically my second family to my own. Through thick and thin babes. I loooove you!
Hly! Because you waited a month for your birthday present and ALWAYS bail me out of EVERY money situation. Hahaa. I know I'm a stupid spendaholic. But it's fine coz you love me. & I LOVE YOU. :D
Bex! Because 'Is the box cardboard?!' You know what I mean babes! LOVE YOU!
Stevie! Because you waited TWO months for a birthday present. & because you've made me smile this weeeeeek! :D
Mads! Because I'm still epically failing at getting you your tenner. I promise I'll get it this weekend! :) Oh, and because you're amazing. :)
Oh, & Mum! Because a shoutout list wouldn't be complete without you! & your Chinese lessons? Haha 'It actually means you have no tail?!'.. 'WHAT?!' HAHAHAHAHHAA! I love you mummy!
Kim! BECAUSE YOU BETTER GET ME THIS CHRISTMAS BITCH. And because you never sleep so I can't forget you! :) love you!

I'm done for tonight. :)
I'm also VERY happy this fine Friday. :) Enjoy your evening & weekend everyone!

Kat.

I go hungry I go black and blue.

Title: Adele - Make you feel my love. (amazing song)

I'm so tired from History Coursework, it's not even funny. But I'm still only halfway through. *sigh*
I'm not sure why I'm blogging, 'coz I'm leaving for school now. Haha just got bored. ;P

Kat.

it started out as a feeling, which then grew into a hope..

Title: The Call - Regina Spektor

Um, so I totally forgot right. I never mentioned MJ when he died. I should have done it on my 50th. Fail.. :)
Anyways, RIP to a true musician who made EVERYBODY smile with his music. WOO Michael!
(Btw, no. If you ask me, I DO not believe he is a child molester. End of.)

So back to the point of the blog..
A grand total of nothing interesting happened today. So I'm just going to tell you a story about something that happened to me on the way home. Well, not just today, everyday infact. :)

I never really fully appreciated how lucky I am until I started getting the bus home everyday. Until I met who's names I think I make out to be Anna and.. Amy? I think it is.
Anyway, I don't know um.. their conditions. All I know is that for the last month, they've pretty much changed how I look at things. I never thought to tell anyone until today, I don't know why, I just.. didn't. :)
Basically, they both get on my bus at North Devon College every day. The girl who's name I think is Anna, is SO nice, smiley etc. But she must have a condition because she always has to sit at the front of the bus, and is picked up everyday at her stop by who I assume is her mum. However, with her loud voice and very bubbly attitude, I always listen to every story she has to say. Even though, she probably has no idea whom I am. :) ALL the bus drivers know her too. Which I always thought was pretty darn cool.
Amy however, I never thought had a condition. I mean, she's often extremely quiet on the bus, and it was only today I noticed she had a problem..
She had only just got on the bus from the college and she started to talk to herself. Like.. not herself, but as if you know.. she had an imaginary friend. Tbh, I thought it was FASCINATING. The way, she just sorta laughed to her 'friend' and was all pleased with herself, as if she were five again. :) I love Anna and Amy. But you can tell that they ARE embaressed by their conditions.. But to me they're just older kids on the bus.. I shouldn't really care. But, I do.

Anyways, that's my rant on some ramblings. Haha. 'Til tomorrow guys..

Kat.

and the history books forgot about us..

Title: Samson - Regina Spektor.
OMG. I just realised! This is my 50th post! I know I would't be able to do it later, and I didn't want to miss it for the world so I thought I'd do it now, even if I AM at Loz's.
HELLO GUYS. Woah, if you've read all 50, or close enough then thanks so much for being such dedicated cool kids. :) There's not much to say, although, I found this picture on post secret and I think it pretty much sums up what the blog is all about. :)

Basically if reading this makes even one of you guys smile. My job ist done! :) Hahahahha! Anyways, blogs ARE all about what's happenning, so this is it..

Tonight is SUMMER CONCERT. Which should be good, as a lot of my friends are performing. Good luck to everyone involved. I'm sure it'll be an ace night as usual. Baha. I need to eat, Lasagne for tea. :) Then I have like.. 2 hrs to get ready. AHH. 50th post, signing off ;)

Kat.