Wednesday, December 02, 2009

before we take this road, before you change my mind..

title: to love again - alesha dixon.

i'm not sure the intention of this here blog. mainly because i haven't blogged in so long. but also because i need to let some steam off.
i don't know what's wrong with me lately. i feel like i'm losing touch with who i really was. i guess i had the same thing when i was about.. thirteen, but since then i've been fine. whereas lately i've been feeling so out of touch with myself it's unbelievable.
i think to be honest, i just need to shut myself up sometimes. i've realised i'm far more bitchy than i ever was, whether it be down to influence or the fact that year 11 has made me think i'm everything i'm not. i'm gonna change. i hate being this moody. i'ma try be a bit more upbeat and social. coz this is killing me :-( anyways, to anyone who's ever felt like i've been off with them, moody, completely two faced or horrible towards them. sorry. :-)

so today i had my english presentation. i feel it went pretty well, although i get so scared at audiences i often freeze up, so i'll be happy to get a B or C for this one. :-)
there's not much else to report. got a charity netball match going on on the 11th so park school people PAY TO WATCH it's for a good cause. also there's christmas concert when now? 16th? i dunno. but i wanna go to that tooooo. :-)

so not much happening really. i've got like zilch to say today, but i promised myself 125 posts ago i would never delete a single word of my blog. and i don't plan on changing now. :-)

love, hugs and emotional blank,

kat.

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