happy at you.

title: my own ponderings..

okay, so here's the thing..
i was brushing my teeth this morning and was pondering over random words. i was thinking.. what rule is there that means that you have to be happy with someone? or.. dissapointed in someone? how about angry at someone. i think it's funny how they always have their own individual words. so i decided that today i was gonna be happy at someone. not with them. :) maybe tomorrow i'ma be angry in you? :S :D afterall who says you can't mix up the english language. it's all about your own style, right? ;)

in other news.. guess what?!

it's my hundredth post today!

i wasn't ENTIRELY sure about what to do, as i don't really have amazing ideas.. :P
but! i thought, what a better way to celebrate 100 posts of love, than with the people who make me WANT to blog. my best friends, and best family. :) so here goes, a list of ABSOLUTELY EVERYBODY i can think of that has inspired me in my thoughts, maybe not in my WHOLE life, but certainly in the last few months to a year. :) and some with just how they've done it. ;)
here goes;

mum (being my absolute rock, always) dad (for never giving up) chris (for being there, always) paul (because new family is just as good as old) matthew + amy (coz kids can teach you more about yourself than YOU sometimes) kim (thankyou for ALWAYS being there)

+ the friends..

lauren (my ALL time best friend in the world. i love you) maddy (my inspiration) nickie (my admiration) hly (my thought provoker) bex (my long time BEST friend) heidi (my sister) jess rumer sadie (that night :D thankyou) hannah char lucy shan emma joe kirsten laura ria (thankyou) stevie (seeing the world in a different point of view :D) betty izzy ash amy immy kirsten kerrie katy (job finder much? HA) jade rosie rosie emily emily martina stroudy tom tim ross bry (thankyou) rachael bellis rachael broome *jeni jen hollie alex sophie cecylia georgie amy* ( for teaching me more about myself than ever) matt sam d aaron josh ryan m mollie nicole chris tom jack alice ben will george izzy d tom c.

okay there's probably a ZILLION more. but i forget SO easily coz i'm AWFUL. and i can guarantee you i've actually missed somebody the CLOSEST to me. coz i'm THAT awful. but it's fine because you'll learn to forgive me. :)
i know a LOT of those people i've probably only had contact with BRIEFLY but a lot of them made me THINK more than they know, so that's why. it's all personal so don't ask me 'omg why is ........ on there?' because they've personally made a difference to my life, that's why.

anyways. that's my dedication. if your name is on there, and even if it ISN'T but you know you mean the world to me, then THANKYOU for being there, and making a difference in my life, ultimately making THIS blog real for me.
also music had been a MASSIVE part of it, so if i could thank the INVENTOR of music then i would ;)
oh + teachers. i know it's really wierd, but they have a huge impact on what i do, so thanks. :) BWAHAA. :)

anyways. on to my regular part of the blog.. (btw, i know this is really long) :P
okay, so i just went on postsecret and none of the secrets actually stood out to me this week, so i'm not going to blog any until next week. :) sorry! :(
ALSO. i'm looking forward to this weekend, sleepover with loz, DOUBLE TIME :) can't wait. should probably ask mum about that actually. :)

i'm currently listening to priscilla ahn, who hannah showed me. she's an amazing singer. :) i'm glad i have spotify tbh. i need to start a conversation with maddy in a minute too. i feel deprived.

ANYWAYS, just been eating grapefruit, playing with charlie, watching x factor etc today, never made the boiled egg in the end, had scrambled instead. ;)

okay, gonna dash. :)
love, hugs + one hundred POSTS.

thanks + squishes..
kat.