I've had enough of this routine I'm living in. The littlest things.. the way I get up at 7.30 everyday, the way nothing different happens in any day of the possible 365 days in our freakin' year.
I want to be able to get out, break out of this routine and do something completely out of my 'me' zone. I feel, although I haven't learned all I can at school, I have experienced it all. I miss the people who are supposed to be the closest, I care least about the people I should, and I can hardly come to terms with myself sometimes. I hate the way that the only people who understand me are so hard to get to talk to how I want to. I can't even put into words how much I want something to happen! I'm so BORED of this stupid life. I hate it how no one gets this too.
But maybe I'm just having 'one of those days', I mean that's what they say, right?
Kat.
KK, what's going on? I'm so sorry I wasn't on to talk to you. :( I'll speak to you tonight alright? I love you. Stay strong and take care.
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